Now don't get me wrong, I am so excited to have this new adventure and chance to perform as often as I will be. But at the same time, I am so scared of losing someone I've grown so close to, for multiple reasons, but I don't need to get into all that now. I guess now all I have to worry about is staying focused on the excitement of rehearsals and performances. The rest will just be in the hands of fate itself. And mind you, I've never had such strong feelings towards an individual in my life! (Well besides the family, but that's a different love altogether.) Bottom line, I think I found "the one", the love of my life, and it's sometimes scary not knowing you're future.
Hopefully my intuition and gut feeling about our connection is as strong as I think it is. Because if that's the case, I know we will be together forever, regardless of me being away for a few months. :)
